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I'm Leaving

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It was an odd show that night. Tensions were running through the band for unknown/unvoiced reasons. The echelon didn't notice, they seemed to enjoy the show immensely. But Jared and Tomo truly felt the tensions. Something was wrong between Shannon and Matt…. They just didn't know what it was though.

The show ended to a roaring applause. As they walked into their hotel, both men noticed the other two stalk away in opposite directions of each other. Jared and Tomo shot worried glances at each other before running after the other two. Tomo ran after Matt and Jared ran after Shannon.

It took Jared a few minutes to find his brother. When he caught up to him, Shannon was cussing so much that it made a sailor look like a freaking monk. The older saw his younger brother standing there, a worried expression gracing his features. Shannon sighed and slumped against the wall, sliding down to the floor and burying his head in his hands. Jared quickly ran over and knelt down in front of him.

"Shannon, what's wrong? Are you okay?" Jared asked concernedly. Shannon just shook his head. Jared tried his hardest to see his older brother's face but he couldn't. So he just sat there.

After a few minutes, the drummer looked up. His eyes were red and looked to ready to start crying. The singer's heart jumped to his throat.

"Shannon…" The said man just sighed.

"Jared, Matt has something that he's got to tell you. And believe me; you're going to hate it." He said. Jared gave his brother a strange look.

"Why can't you tell me yourself?" Jared asked, curiosity lacing his voice.

"Because it's not mine to tell." Shannon responded. The singer nodded and got up to go find Matt. Shannon sighed once again and ran a hand through his messy hair. He hoped that his little brother's heart wouldn't get too badly broken.

As Jared ran around, trying to find Tomo and Matt, he heard somebody talking in Matt's room. He stopped and began to listen in because the person speaking sounded like Tomo.

"Why the Hell are you doing this!?"

"Because I don't need to tell you! It's none of your damn business!"

"Damn right it's my business! This is my best friend we're talking about! Have you even told him yet?"

"….No. I haven't found the right time yet."

"…What?"

"I haven't told him that I'm leaving 30 Seconds to Mars."

"What about your relationship? What about that? How are you guys going to make it work?"

"… We're gonna have to break up."

Jared's heart stopped. Slowly, he stood up from his hiding spot and walked into the room, towards the two men. They heard him approach and both looked horrified, fear lacing their features. The singer felt tears begin to burn in his eyes.

"You're leaving?" He asked, his voice breaking on the last word. Matt couldn't say anything, only nod yes. "And now we're breaking up?" Once again, the bassist nodded yes.

"Well fine! Then get the hell outta here! I hate you! I f**king hate you!" Jared shouted, tears running down his face. Matt nodded and walked away. Jared kept yelling random stuff about them and what not for a few minutes. Finally, he couldn't yell anymore and slumped to the floor, sobbing heavily. Tomo ran off to go find Shannon.

They both came back a few moments later to find Jared screaming random words of anger. Shannon got down to his knees and held his brother tightly as he began sobbing all over again. Tomo didn't think he needed to witness Jared at his worst so he just left, leaving the brothers to their moment.

Shannon held his brother, shushing him and telling him that it would be alright, that things would get better. Jared fought him every word. When the younger finally fell asleep, Shannon couldn't help but think that this was the worst broken heart that his little brother had ever gotten. He knew that it would get better but from the looks of it, it might take a while.
Pairing: Jared/Matt

No Letocest, only hurt/comfort for the brothers. Please no flames, I worked really hard on this. DON'T LIKE SLASH, PLEASE DON'T READ!
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l490mirtha's avatar
i'm pulling for letocest too. :3 <3